Varb\u016bt, ka tie\u0161i t\u0101 ir t\u0101 \u012bst\u0101 dz\u012bve? Kad tu esi atsl\u0113dzies no visas pasaules, berz un t\u012bri, kr\u0101so un l\u012bm\u0113 tapetes? Tas bija smags darbs, kad p\u0113c p\u0101rcel\u0161an\u0101s uz divistabu dz\u012bvokli Ug\u0101les iel\u0101 es p\u0113rn nodarbojos tikai ar remontu. Pirms tam te izskat\u012bj\u0101s diezgan briesm\u012bgi, un remonts nav pabeigts v\u0113l tagad. Dro\u0161i vien tik dr\u012bz ar\u012b neb\u016bs. Bet es nesteidzos. Kad R\u012bga b\u016bs uzcelta, R\u012bga nogrims…<\/p>\n
T\u0101d\u0101 \u2013 nedaudz rezign\u0113t\u0101, nedaudz filozofiski ievirz\u012bt\u0101 \u2013 p\u0101rdomu noska\u0146\u0101 sastapu Austru Pumpuri. Starp tikko R\u012bgas Latvie\u0161u biedr\u012bbas nam\u0101 notiku\u0161o koncertu, kur\u0101 Austra bija uzst\u0101jusies kop\u0101 ar Andri K\u0101rkli\u0146u, un vi\u0146as jubilejas ned\u0113\u013cas koncertiem.<\/p>\n
(Vai b\u016btu j\u0101preciz\u0113, kas ir \u0161\u012b persona? Ja pavisam \u012bsi, tad \u2013 sieviete, kas dzied. Ja gar\u0101k, nu, tad j\u0101lasa viss p\u0101r\u0113jais, kas \u0161e turpm\u0101k rakst\u012bts.)<\/p>\n
Ta\u010du Austra nav tas cilv\u0113ks, kas ilgi \u013causies filozofiskam noska\u0146ojumam \u2013 jau n\u0101kamaj\u0101 mirkl\u012b vi\u0146a izmet k\u0101du joku un pati par to gardi pasmejas. V\u0113l p\u0113c br\u012b\u017ea izvelk no albuma kaudzes divus (un tie neb\u016bt nav pl\u0101ni), kas velt\u012bti vi\u0146as le\u0123end\u0101raj\u0101m esperantistes gait\u0101m asto\u0146desmitajos gados un devi\u0146desmito gadu s\u0101kum\u0101. Albuma lapas \u0161\u0137irot, seko emocion\u0101ls koment\u0101rs bild\u0113s redzamajiem notikumiem \u2013 esperanto simtgades sar\u012bkojumiem, liel\u0101kiem un maz\u0101kiem esperanto valodas prat\u0113ju saietiem tuv\u0101k\u0101s un t\u0101l\u0101k\u0101s \u0101rvalst\u012bs.<\/p>\n
\u201cT\u0101 atkal ir vesela pasaule! Pavisam cita pasaule nek\u0101 t\u0101, p\u0113c kuras mani paz\u012bst liel\u0101k\u0101 da\u013ca cilv\u0113ku Latvij\u0101. Te zina, ka es dziedu Imanta Kalni\u0146a dziesmas, ka es dziedu tautasdziesmas. Un viss. Bet, pateicoties esperanto un pateicoties dziesmai, es sapratu, ka nav ne valstu, ne valodu robe\u017eu. Nav! Un zini, man V\u0101cij\u0101 ir k\u0101di divdesmit austrasb\u0113rni. K\u0101 viens braz\u012blietis p\u0113c tam, kad bija dzird\u0113jis, k\u0101 m\u0113s dziedam latvie\u0161u tautasdziesmas, staig\u0101ja mums paka\u013c tik ilgi, kam\u0113r pierakst\u012bja v\u0101rdus un notis un iem\u0101c\u012bj\u0101s t\u0101s. Vi\u0146\u0161 s\u0101ka m\u0101c\u012bties latvie\u0161u valodu un vair\u0101kas reizes jau ir bijis Liep\u0101j\u0101. Tikai t\u0101p\u0113c m\u016bs uzaicin\u0101ja uz Norv\u0113\u0123iju, ka dzird\u0113ja, k\u0101 m\u0113s dziedam. Maskavie\u0161i par mums teica: \u201cKaut kas t\u0101ds iesp\u0113jams Maskav\u0101, nu, varb\u016bt v\u0113l P\u0113terburg\u0101, bet Latvij\u0101, Liep\u0101j\u0101?!\u201d Volgograd\u0101, pasaules esperanto kongres\u0101, mums \u013c\u0101va dzied\u0101t divas dziesmas, lai gan pirms tam bija run\u0101ts, ka b\u016bs j\u0101uzst\u0101jas pusstundu. Kad nodzied\u0101j\u0101m t\u0101s divas dziesmas, tik un t\u0101 m\u016bs nelaida prom no skatuves, bet, kad beidz\u0101m, g\u0101j\u0101m cauri publikai uz estr\u0101des vi\u0146u galu, un klaus\u012bt\u0101ji m\u016bs pavad\u012bja ar aplausiem. Kad bij\u0101m aizg\u0101ju\u0161as l\u012bdz galam, izr\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s, ka visa publika pagriezusies ar muguru pret skatuvi un, k\u0101j\u0101s st\u0101vot, aplaud\u0113 mums. Daudzi, un pasaul\u0113 esperanto m\u0101c\u0101s liel\u0101koties \u013coti gudri un inteli\u0123enti cilv\u0113ki \u2013 zin\u0101tnieki, m\u0101kslinieki utt., tikai t\u0101p\u0113c zina un atceras Latvijas v\u0101rdu, ka esperantistu saietos dzird\u0113ja latvie\u0161u tautasdziesmas…\u201d<\/p>\n
P\u0113d\u0113jos gados esperanto kust\u012bba Liep\u0101j\u0101 ir pan\u012bkusi \u2013 Dzelzce\u013cnieku klubs, kur v\u0113l tagad glab\u0101jas esperantistu bibliot\u0113ka, ir main\u012bjis saimnieku, un \u0161\u0101s valodas cien\u012bt\u0101ji paliku\u0161i bez savas m\u0101jvietas. Ta\u010du Austra savus ieg\u016btos kontaktus nav pazaud\u0113jusi, sauc un aicina vi\u0146u uz da\u017e\u0101d\u0101m pus\u0113m, un dro\u0161i vien n\u0101kamvasar vi\u0146a atkal dosies kaut kur pasaul\u0113. V\u0113st\u012bt par t\u0101du zemi \u2013 Latviju \u2013 un tautu, ko sauc par latvie\u0161iem.<\/p>\n
Run\u0101jot par esperanto noz\u012bmi sav\u0101 dz\u012bv\u0113, Austra neb\u016bt visu laiku nav pat\u0113tiska un svin\u012bga k\u0101 cilv\u0113ks, kas apzin\u0101s savu misiju. Vi\u0146a uz \u0161o vienu no savas dz\u012bves paral\u0113laj\u0101m pasaul\u0113m sp\u0113j raudz\u012bties ar\u012b no citas puses. \u201cJa neb\u016btu esperanto,\u201d pavisam nopietni apgalvo Austra, \u201ces ta\u010du nesaprastu ar\u012b savu dzimto latvie\u0161u valodu! Nesen lasu av\u012bz\u0113, ka b\u016bs prezidenta inaugur\u0101cijas ceremonija. Vai, ka R\u012bg\u0101 notiks pulkste\u0146u renov\u0101cija. Pateicoties man\u0101m esperanto valodas zin\u0101\u0161an\u0101m, tad es ar\u012b sapratu, ko ar to prezidentu dar\u012bs un ka pulkste\u0146us atjaunos…\u201d<\/p>\n
Gan t\u0101 pasaule, kas ir aiz Austras Pumpures m\u0101jas durv\u012bm un ko neviens neredz, gan t\u0101 pasaule, kas saist\u0101s ar esperanto un ko zina tikai nedaudzi liep\u0101jnieki, ir tikai da\u013ca no vi\u0146as \u201cparal\u0113laj\u0101m pasaul\u0113m\u201d.<\/p>\n
Viena no svar\u012bg\u0101kaj\u0101m pasaul\u0113m jebkura cilv\u0113ka dz\u012bv\u0113 ir vi\u0146a b\u0113rn\u012bba. Ar\u012b Austras b\u0113rn\u012bba, un cilv\u0113ki, kas tolaik un ar\u012b v\u0113l\u0101k biju\u0161i apk\u0101rt, b\u016btiski ietekm\u0113ju\u0161i vi\u0146as turpm\u0101ko dz\u012bvi, pal\u012bdz\u0113ju\u0161i veidot to Austru, ko tagad paz\u012bst vis\u0101 Latvij\u0101. Liel\u0101k\u0101 da\u013ca dro\u0161i vien pat nenojau\u0161, cik \u013coti paz\u012bst. Tikai, ieskatoties bil\u017eu gr\u0113d\u0101s, var redz\u0113t neskait\u0101mas fotogr\u0101fijas, kur\u0101s Austra ir kop\u0101 te ar k\u0101das R\u012bgas skolas izlaiduma klasi, te kaut kur ar skol\u0113niem Latgal\u0113, te k\u0101d\u0101 Liep\u0101jas puses skol\u0101. Un kur tad v\u0113l ofici\u0101lie koncerti R\u012bg\u0101, Liep\u0101j\u0101 un citur Latvij\u0101, kas gandr\u012bz divdesmit piecu gadu garum\u0101 pulc\u0113ju\u0161i klaus\u012bt\u0101ju t\u016bksto\u0161us.<\/p>\n
Austra Pumpure dzimusi 1928. gada 26. novembr\u012b. B\u0113rn\u012bba pag\u0101jusi Rucavas pus\u0113, Kalni\u0161\u0137os. \u201cTagad tas ir pie N\u012bcas, bet es tik un t\u0101 Rucavu saucu par savu pagastu,\u201d saka Austra. \u201cVec\u0101ki bija zemnieki, bet paties\u012bb\u0101 mans t\u0113vs bij ar\u012b muzikants \u2013 visu m\u016b\u017eu p\u016bta tauri no r\u012bta l\u012bdz vakaram, vad\u012bja N\u012bcas, B\u0101rtas aizsargu apvienoto p\u016bt\u0113ju or\u0137estri. Vi\u0146\u0161 jau gan t\u0101 \u2013 sporta p\u0113c vair\u0101k \u2013 bija tajos aizsargos. M\u0101j\u0101s visi dzied\u0101ja. Tagad jau vairs nedzied \u2013 iesl\u0113dz tikai magnetofonu… Atceros, esmu bijusi radu k\u0101z\u0101s, kur tr\u012bs dienas nemaz nerun\u0101ja, visi tikai dzied\u0101ja \u2013 k\u0101 oper\u0101!\u201d<\/p>\n
Vecaist\u0113vs esot sp\u0113l\u0113jis c\u012btaru, un viss ciems n\u0101cis klaus\u012bties, bet to Austra neatceras. Toties t\u0113va akordeons, kas m\u0101j\u0101s alla\u017e sp\u0113l\u0113ts, k\u013cuva par Austras pirmo un p\u0113c tam te\u0101tr\u012b gandr\u012bz visu m\u016b\u017eu sp\u0113l\u0113to m\u016bzikas instrumentu.<\/p>\n
Austrai ir divi br\u0101\u013ci un m\u0101sa. Ne visi vi\u0146i tie\u0161i saist\u012bti ar m\u016bziku, ta\u010du muzic\u0113ju\u0161i visi. Austras jaun\u0101k\u0101 m\u0101sa Alv\u012bne izveidojusi un ilgus gadus vad\u012bjusi M\u016bzikas skolu Priekul\u0113. Viens no br\u0101\u013ciem \u2013 J\u0101nis sp\u0113l\u0113 akordeonu un dzied, otrs \u2013 Valdis s\u0101cis m\u0101c\u012bties vijoli m\u016bzikas skol\u0101, bet apst\u0101k\u013ci piespiedu\u0161i to pamest un iest\u0101ties j\u016brskol\u0101. V\u0113l\u0101k no J\u0101\u0146a izn\u0101cis zvejas ku\u0123a kapteinis. Ta\u010du Valdi ar visu j\u016brskol\u0101 ieg\u016bto leitnanta pak\u0101pi tom\u0113r nav laidu\u0161i uz ku\u0123a, un vi\u0146\u0161 bijis spiests palikt krast\u0101, jo t\u0113vs, redz, bija vad\u012bjis aizsargu or\u0137estri. \u201cVarb\u016bt, ka t\u0101 bija vi\u0146a laime,\u201d sprie\u017e Austra. \u201cBr\u0101lis aizbrauca uz Maskavu stud\u0113t fiziku un matem\u0101tiku, pabeidza Maskavas universit\u0101ti, p\u0113c tam iest\u0101j\u0101s aspirant\u016br\u0101. Beig\u0101s atbrauca uz Latviju un visu m\u016b\u017eu bija docents Latvijas Universit\u0101t\u0113. Tagad vi\u0146a d\u0113li turpina to pa\u0161u \u2013 viens p\u0113rn aizbrauca divus gadus stud\u0113t V\u0101cij\u0101, otrs tepat m\u0101c\u0101s ma\u0123istrat\u016br\u0101. Kas zina, neb\u016btu br\u0101lis aizbraucis toreiz stud\u0113t, t\u0101 ar\u012b b\u016btu nodien\u0113jis uz k\u0101das krievu zem\u016bdenes.\u201d<\/p>\n
Austra pati p\u0113c \u010detru kla\u0161u pamatskolas jeb Ezera skolas beig\u0161anas Kalni\u0161\u0137os iest\u0101j\u0101s N\u012bcas pamatskol\u0101, bet p\u0113c tam aizbrauca uz Liep\u0101ju, lai M\u016bzikas vidusskol\u0101 m\u0101c\u012btos dzied\u0101\u0161anu. Ta\u010du J\u0101nis Dreimanis pierun\u0101jis st\u0101ties kordiri\u0123entos, jo \u201car dzied\u0101\u0161anu maizi nenopeln\u012bsi\u201d (redz, k\u0101 skolot\u0101js tom\u0113r k\u013c\u016bd\u012bj\u0101s. \u2013 S.P.) T\u0101 Austra s\u0101ka m\u0101c\u012bties kordiri\u0123entu noda\u013c\u0101, bet paral\u0113li pie Haralda Birznieka tautas instrumentu noda\u013c\u0101 m\u0101c\u012bj\u0101s \u0123it\u0101ras sp\u0113li.<\/p>\n
\u201cMan jau nekad nav bijusi t\u0101da balss k\u0101 operdzied\u0101t\u0101jai. Bet toreiz var\u0113ja dzied\u0101t tikai t\u0101, k\u0101 dzied\u0101ja vok\u0101listi. Folkdzied\u0101t\u0101ju, kas dzied t\u0101d\u0101 bals\u012b, k\u0101du Dievs devis, tad nebija.\u201d<\/p>\n
Austra bija pirm\u0101, kas Latvij\u0101 s\u0101ka dzied\u0101t nepareizi \u2013 nevis t\u0101, k\u0101 vajag, bet t\u0101, k\u0101 pati juta un grib\u0113ja. Austra iedro\u0161in\u0101ja dzied\u0101t ar\u012b citus, k\u013c\u016bstot par gar\u012bgo mammu virknei savu sekot\u0101ju, kuru vid\u016b bija pat t\u0101di, kas stud\u0113ja konservatorij\u0101. Izgl\u012bt\u012bbas noz\u012bmi Austra nepavisam nenoliedz: \u201cEs gan nedziedu t\u0101, k\u0101 mani m\u0101c\u012bja M\u016bzikas skol\u0101, bet bez M\u016bzikas vidusskolas es ar\u012b neb\u016btu nekas.\u201d J\u0101, M\u016bzikas vidusskol\u0101 Austra m\u0101c\u012bjusies pavisam septi\u0146us gadus \u2013 divus gadus stud\u0113jusi dzied\u0101\u0161anu, p\u0113c tam kordiri\u0123\u0113\u0161anu, \u0123it\u0101ru un ar\u012b akordeonu.<\/p>\n
Ja neskaita divus gadus skol\u0101 p\u0113c M\u016bzikas vidusskolas beig\u0161anas, Liep\u0101jas te\u0101tris ir Austras Pumpures vien\u012bg\u0101 darbavieta \u2013 v\u0113l iepriek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s sezonas Liep\u0101jas te\u0101tra rudens viesizr\u0101\u017eu dek\u0101des afi\u0161\u0101 bija iek\u013cauti vi\u0146as koncerti. \u0160oruden pirmo reizi te\u0101tris aizbrauca uz R\u012bgu bez Austras.<\/p>\n
Te\u0101tr\u012b vi\u0146u esot ievilin\u0101jis re\u017eisors Nikolajs M\u016brnieks. Toreiz vi\u0146a v\u0113l m\u0101c\u012bjusies M\u016bzikas vidusskol\u0101. M\u016brnieks uzaicin\u0101jis sp\u0113l\u0113t \u0123it\u0101ru k\u0101d\u0101 izr\u0101d\u0113. Toreiz, piecdesmitajos gados, magnetofonu nebija, un, ja aktieris izr\u0101d\u0113 sp\u0113l\u0113ja \u0123it\u0101ru, \u012bstais sp\u0113lmanis atrad\u0101s aiz kulis\u0113m. Liel\u0101kais kompliments muzikantam esot bijis, ja k\u0101ds uz ielas aktieri paslav\u0113jis: \u201cCik tu labi sp\u0113l\u0113 \u0123it\u0101ru!\u201d<\/p>\n
Taj\u0101 pa\u0161\u0101 izr\u0101d\u0113 vajadz\u0113ja sp\u0113l\u0113t ar\u012b akordeonu, bet to dar\u012bjis k\u0101ds cits. Ta\u010du vienreiz sp\u0113l\u0113t\u0101js saslimis vai nav atn\u0101cis uz izr\u0101di, un Austra pied\u0101v\u0101jusi nosp\u0113l\u0113t ar\u012b akordeona partiju. Kop\u0161 t\u0101s reizes vi\u0146a k\u013cuvusi ar\u012b par te\u0101tra akordeonisti. Bet, kad vajadz\u0113ja, piem\u0113ram, izr\u0101d\u0113 “Kraukl\u012btis”, tad iem\u0101c\u012bj\u0101s ar\u012b kokli sp\u0113l\u0113t. T\u0101pat k\u0101 balalaiku M\u016bzikas skolas eks\u0101menam. Bet visvair\u0101k lietotais instruments te\u0101tr\u012b tom\u0113r bija akordeons. Cik \u201cSkroderdienu Silma\u010dos\u201d vien nav nosp\u0113l\u0113ts! Bet pavisam Liep\u0101jas te\u0101tr\u012b biju\u0161i savi p\u0101ris desmiti iestud\u0113jumu, kuros Austra l\u012bdzdarbojusies gan k\u0101 muzikante, gan k\u0101 koncertmeistare un m\u016bzikas konsultante.<\/p>\n
\u0122it\u0101ras mode s\u0101kusies ar Imanta Kalni\u0146a atn\u0101k\u0161anu uz Liep\u0101ju. Tas bijis se\u0161desmito gadu otraj\u0101 pus\u0113. P\u0113c konservatorijas beig\u0161anas vi\u0146\u0161 ats\u016bt\u012bts uz Liep\u0101jas M\u016bzikas vidusskolu str\u0101d\u0101t par pasniedz\u0113ju. Taj\u0101 laik\u0101 ar\u012b s\u0101kusies Imanta Kalni\u0146a draudz\u012bba ar te\u0101tri \u2013 vi\u0146\u0161 rakst\u012bjis m\u016bziku izr\u0101d\u0113m, brauk\u0101jis l\u012bdzi izbraukumos utt.<\/p>\n
\u201cKop\u0101 dzied\u0101j\u0101m, sp\u0113l\u0113j\u0101m un dz\u0113r\u0101m,\u201d smejas Austra. \u201cImanta dziesmas es m\u0101c\u012bjos sev \u2013 man ne pr\u0101t\u0101 toreiz nen\u0101ca, ka es t\u0101s var\u0113tu publikai dzied\u0101t. Bet, kad k\u0101d\u0101 komp\u0101nij\u0101 pa\u0146\u0113mu \u0123it\u0101ru, visi aizmirsa par \u0161\u0146abi un dzied\u0101ja l\u012bdzi. Kroders bija noskat\u012bjies un pateica: te var tais\u012bt biznesu. Vi\u0146\u0161 mani burtiski izgr\u016bda uz skatuves.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lai gan kol\u0113\u0123i bija ar\u012b pirms tam centu\u0161ies Austru pierun\u0101t. \u201cAtceros,\u201d saka Austra, \u201cAina Jaunzeme teica, ka dzird\u0113jusi kaut k\u0101du dienvidsl\u0101vu dzied\u0101t\u0101ju, un es ta\u010du ar\u012b varot tais\u012bt savu koncertu, un tad mums ar\u012b kaut kas t\u0101ds b\u016btu!\u201d Kroders ar\u012b teica: \u201cUtjosovs nedzied\u0101ja k\u0101 vok\u0101lists, bet bija pasaulslavens, nosauca v\u0113l veselu baru fran\u010du, kas dzied k\u0101 nu kur\u0161.\u201d<\/p>\n
Kroders p\u0101rliecin\u0101ja ne tikai Austru, bet ar\u012b citus, ka nav j\u0101skat\u0101s uz vi\u0146u k\u0101 operdzied\u0101t\u0101ju vai filharmonijas solisti, jo vi\u0146a ir te\u0101tra cilv\u0113ks, t\u0101p\u0113c svar\u012bg\u0101kais ir prast aizvad\u012bt savu domu l\u012bdz klaus\u012bt\u0101jam. K\u0101 katrs to pan\u0101k, t\u0101 ir vi\u0146a dar\u012b\u0161ana, galvenais, uzskat\u012bja Kroders, ir pa\u0146emt publiku.<\/p>\n
\u201cT\u0101 k\u0101 es eju klaus\u012bties operdzied\u0101t\u0101ju, t\u0101 vi\u0146\u0161 n\u0101k mani klaus\u012bties. Cik pasaul\u0113 nav \u0123it\u0101ristu! Un katrs sp\u0113l\u0113 cit\u0101d\u0101k. Un visiem ir taisn\u012bba. T\u0101 es ar\u012b saviem audz\u0113k\u0146iem m\u0101cu: man ir mana gudr\u012bba, bet tev ir tava gudr\u012bba. S\u0101kum\u0101 tu vari sp\u0113l\u0113t t\u0101, k\u0101 es to daru, ja neko citu nevari izdom\u0101t, bet tev ir j\u0101sa\u0146em drosme, lai var\u0113tu s\u0101kt run\u0101t pats.\u201d<\/p>\n
Austra saviem b\u0113rniem nem\u0101ca ne dzied\u0101t, ne sp\u0113l\u0113t \u2013 \u0101bece j\u0101m\u0101c\u0101s pa\u0161iem. Vi\u0146a tiem dod iesp\u0113ju b\u016bt kl\u0101t koncertos, uzst\u0101ties. Vis\u0101di esot bijis.<\/p>\n
\u201cAizbraucam uz kolhozu. Viena mana meitene, starp citu, slavena dzied\u0101t\u0101ja tagad, sa\u012bgusi. Vi\u0146ai te viss riebjoties \u2013 iedz\u0113ru\u0161i traktoristi utt. Un tad es vi\u0146ai teicu: \u201cBet t\u0101 ir mana tauta un citas man nav. K\u0101di vi\u0146i ir, t\u0101di vi\u0146i ir. Un m\u0113s te esam t\u0101p\u0113c, lai vi\u0146i aizmirstu, ka j\u0101dzer, lai vi\u0146i s\u0101ktu apj\u0113gt, ka ir cilv\u0113ki. Es \u013c\u0101vu tai meitenei s\u0113d\u0113t un viena pati g\u0101ju un dzied\u0101ju. Ar k\u0101du m\u012blest\u012bbu m\u016bs p\u0113c tam izvad\u012bja uz autobusu! N\u0101kamaj\u0101 reiz\u0113 bij\u0101m uzaicin\u0101ti uz \u0161oferu balli Grobi\u0146\u0101, un t\u0101 pati meitene, kurai pirms tam viss rieb\u0101s un nepatika, bija lieliska.\u201d<\/p>\n
Austra saka, vi\u0146a cilv\u0113kus ne\u0161\u0137irojot p\u0113c profesijas. \u201cMan nav svar\u012bgi, ar ko vi\u0146\u0161 nodarbojas, bet gan tas, ko vi\u0146\u0161 dom\u0101. Esmu satikusi zemnieku bez izgl\u012bt\u012bbas, kas ir gudr\u0101ks un ar augst\u0101ku mor\u0101li par da\u017eu skolas beigu\u0161o. Visa gudr\u012bba jau ir cilv\u0113k\u0101 pa\u0161\u0101. Tas, ko m\u0113s \u0161aj\u0101 dz\u012bv\u0113 ieg\u016bstam, ir zin\u0101\u0161anas, bez kur\u0101m ar\u012b nevar iztikt. Man\u012b bija \u0161\u012b gudr\u012bba, ka ir j\u0101ieg\u016bst zin\u0101\u0161anas. Esmu daudz las\u012bjusi un centusies pati sevi izgl\u012btot. Man \u013coti patika \u201cAvots\u201d, \u201cKentaurs\u201d, es abon\u0113ju \u201cKarogu\u201d un \u201cLiterat\u016bru un M\u0101kslu\u201d.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cVienreiz atbraucu no R\u012bgas, no koncertiem un satieku aktrisi Vilmu Melb\u0101rdi, kuras m\u0101sa Laima Andersone-Sil\u0101re bija slavena operdzied\u0101t\u0101ja. Vilma man prasa: \u201cNu, k\u0101 tad tev R\u012bg\u0101 g\u0101ja?\u201d Es vi\u0146ai saku: bet tu jau, Vilm\u012bt, zini, tagad tos, kuri m\u0101k dzied\u0101t un kuri smuki dzied, neviens vairs neklaus\u0101s. Tagad klaus\u0101s mani! Un vai t\u0101 nebija?\u201d<\/p>\n
Austra zina ar\u012b atbildi uz jaut\u0101jumu, k\u0101p\u0113c t\u0101. \u201dT\u0101p\u0113c, ka t\u0101 nebija tikai dzied\u0101\u0161ana. Es zin\u0101ju, ko es gribu sniegt. Nesen satiku k\u0101du cilv\u0113ku, s\u0101k\u0101m run\u0101t, un es pateicu: bet es br\u012bv\u012bbu sludin\u0101ju jau septi\u0146desmitajos gados. Un man saka t\u0101: \u201cM\u0113s jau to zin\u0101j\u0101m…\u201d Neviens v\u0101rds taj\u0101s dziesm\u0101s nebija ne pret okup\u0101ciju, ne pret krieviem, bet visi saprata, par ko ir runa. Vienk\u0101r\u0161i tev smadzen\u0113s ir j\u0101b\u016bt raid\u012bt\u0101jam: tu dziedi dziesmu, bet raidi domu. Ir bijis t\u0101, ka p\u0113c koncerta atn\u0101k un nolasa man visu, ko es esmu raid\u012bjusi. Tas bija piln\u012bgi \u0161oka moments. Bet visliel\u0101kais kompliments bija, kad man pien\u0101ca kl\u0101t un pateica: \u201cP\u0113c tava koncerta da\u017ei atkal grib b\u016bt latvie\u0161i.\u201d<\/p>\n
Katrs koncerts man bija notikums. Kaut vai ar t\u0101m pa\u0161\u0101m dziesm\u0101m, bet piln\u012bgi no jauna tais\u012bts. Jo katr\u0101 dziesm\u0101 var ielikt savu saturu un var ielikt sevi. Gan Imanta Kalni\u0146a dziesm\u0101s, gan tautas dziesm\u0101s.<\/p>\n
Manas person\u012bg\u0101s asaras, ja es t\u0101s iznes\u012b\u0161u uz skatuves, nevienu neinteres\u0113s. Bet, ja es uz skatuves savas s\u0101pes varu p\u0101rv\u0113rst par visu kop\u0113j\u0101m s\u0101p\u0113m vai savu prieku par visu kop\u0113jo prieku, ja es varu apvienot tautu k\u0101 vienu veselu, tad tas ir sp\u0113ks. Un v\u0113l ir j\u0101pan\u0101k, lai klaus\u012bt\u0101js man\u0101 koncert\u0101 nedom\u0101tu par mani, bet lai vi\u0146\u0161 klaus\u012btos un dom\u0101tu par sevi, par savu probl\u0113mu. Un atrisin\u0101tu \u0161o probl\u0113mu.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPats pirmais koncerts Liep\u0101j\u0101 man bija Pedago\u0123ijas akad\u0113mij\u0101 jeb, k\u0101 toreiz sauca, Pedago\u0123iskaj\u0101 instit\u016bt\u0101. Pateicoties M\u0101kslas darbinieku nama direktoram \u0160\u012brakam, kur\u0161 ielaid\u0101s t\u0101d\u0101 af\u0113r\u0101, R\u012bg\u0101 es jau biju slavena, bet Liep\u0101j\u0101 man bija bail dzied\u0101t. Dom\u0101ju, ka nesaprat\u012bs. Anita Studente tom\u0113r m\u016bs pierun\u0101ja sar\u012bkot vienu koncertu instit\u016bt\u0101. Z\u0101le pilna \u2013 j\u016brnieki, kas atn\u0101ku\u0161i padejot ar meiten\u0113m, utt. Visi gaida, kad s\u0101ksies dejas. Izlau\u017eamies ar p\u016bl\u0113m l\u012bdz skatuvei. Anita m\u016bs piesaka, bet z\u0101l\u0113 \u0146urga turpin\u0101s. Es saku: bet vi\u0146i ta\u010du m\u016bs neklaus\u012bsies. Anita atbild: \u201cEjiet un dziediet! Te nevienu neklaus\u0101s.\u201d Labi, es izeju uz skatuves un st\u0101vu. Cik ilgi, divas min\u016btes, piecas vai desmit es t\u0101 st\u0101v\u0113ju, nezinu. Bet es tikai st\u0101vu un neveru muti va\u013c\u0101. Kas man lika t\u0101 dar\u012bt, nezinu. Un paliek arvien klus\u0101ks, l\u012bdz iest\u0101jas piln\u012bgs klusums. Tad es pal\u016bdzu aps\u0113sties pirmo rindu br\u012bvajos solos tos, kuri st\u0101v aizmugur\u0113, pal\u016bdzu iziet tos, kas grib iet \u0101r\u0101, un pal\u016bdzu aizv\u0113rt z\u0101les durvis. T\u0101 es nokomand\u0113ju, un tad m\u0113s s\u0101kam dzied\u0101t. Imanta Kalni\u0146a dziesmas vi\u0146i noklaus\u012bj\u0101s k\u0101 br\u012bnumu. Piln\u012bg\u0101 klusum\u0101. Aizmirsa visus dan\u010dus, un beig\u0101s m\u0113s \u010detras reizes n\u0101c\u0101m \u0101r\u0101 klan\u012bties! Tas bija R\u012bgas variants. Otr\u0101 dien\u0101 man Anita Studente st\u0101sta, ka tur esot bijis viens t\u0101ds puisis, kam nek\u0101das autorit\u0101tes neeksist\u0113ja un kas neklaus\u012bja nevienu. Vi\u0146\u0161 p\u0113c koncerta esot pieskr\u0113jis kl\u0101t, sa\u0137\u0113ris Anitu aiz rokas un teicis: \u201cPaldies! Kur tu t\u0101du izr\u0101vi?!\u201d Es varu galvot, teica Anita, ka vi\u0146\u0161 pirmo reizi m\u016b\u017e\u0101 k\u0101dam pateica paldies.<\/p>\n
\u0160ie mani pirmie klaus\u012bt\u0101ji ir tie, kas v\u0113l tagad mani aicina ciemos pa visu Latviju.<\/p>\n
S\u0101kum\u0101 mani l\u012bdzdzied\u0101t\u0101ji bija te\u0101tra otr\u0101s studijas audz\u0113k\u0146i. Tad, kad vi\u0146i studiju bija beigu\u0161i un s\u0101ka sp\u0113l\u0113t lomas te\u0101tr\u012b, nebija vairs laika brauk\u0101t apk\u0101rt man l\u012bdzi uz koncertiem. Vienreiz te\u0101tra direktors P\u016bce iesauca mani pie sevis un saka: \u201cPl\u0101ns main\u012bts, neviens tev uz C\u0113s\u012bm braukt l\u012bdzi nevar \u2013 ne Juris, ne Putni\u0146\u0161 M\u0101ris, ne Indra…\u201d Labi, es teicu, tad es braucu viena pati. Tas bija br\u012bni\u0161\u0137\u012bgs brauciens. L\u012bdzi man bija tikai Voldis Pranc\u0101ns, kur\u0161 tolaik str\u0101d\u0101ja te\u0101tr\u012b par gaismot\u0101ju. Cik vi\u0146\u0161 ir burv\u012bgs m\u0101kslinieks! Vi\u0146\u0161 ar gaism\u0101m uztais\u012bja m\u016bziku. Un, kur vajadz\u0113ja, tur no z\u0101les v\u0113l piedzied\u0101ja. Tas bija neaizmirstams brauciens. C\u0113s\u012bs es ar\u012b sapazinos ar Valdi At\u0101lu un Haraldu S\u012bmani, maniem atrade\u0146iem, k\u0101 es vi\u0146us nosaucu, jo vi\u0146i bija t\u012brrad\u0146i. Ko vi\u0146i tur ar mani tikai nedar\u012bja! Haralds pal\u016bdza m\u0101c\u012bt\u0101jam atsl\u0113gas un sp\u0113l\u0113ja man nakt\u012b \u0113r\u0123eles bazn\u012bc\u0101, p\u0113c tam Valdis l\u012bdz r\u012btam viesn\u012bc\u0101 sp\u0113l\u0113ja \u0123it\u0101ru. Man ar\u012b Sv\u0113t\u0101s Tr\u012bsvien\u012bbas bazn\u012bc\u0101 m\u0101c\u012bt\u0101js at\u013c\u0101va tais\u012bt S\u012bma\u0146a koncertu \u2013 neofici\u0101li, protams, tikai draugiem un domubiedriem. Bet, kad vakar\u0101 m\u0113s uz turieni aizg\u0101j\u0101m, m\u016bs nelaida iek\u0161\u0101. M\u0101c\u012bt\u0101js pateica: man bija zvans no vienas iest\u0101des un koncertu aizliedza. Bet m\u0113s ta\u010du nevienam nebij\u0101m at\u013cauju pras\u012bju\u0161i! K\u0101 zin\u0101ja, ka tas koncerts b\u016bs? Tas noz\u012bm\u0113, ka m\u016bsu bar\u0101 viens bija t\u0101ds, kas nostu\u010d\u012bja… P\u0113c tam m\u0113s visi aizg\u0101j\u0101m uz \u201cV\u0101g\u016bzi\u201d un tr\u012bs dienas tur dzied\u0101j\u0101m un sp\u0113l\u0113j\u0101m. Tas ar\u012b bija pirmais folkfestiv\u0101ls Latvij\u0101.
\nVienreiz man t\u0101pat aizliedza braukt ar koncertiem uz R\u012bgu. Ar\u012b bija kaut k\u0101ds zvans, lai Austra R\u012bg\u0101 ner\u0101d\u0101s. Kroders tom\u0113r izkaroja vienu koncertu \u2013 it k\u0101 ar jaunu programmu. Atn\u0101ca ar\u012b kult\u016bras ministrs. Kroders vi\u0146am saka, ka Austrai jau ne\u013cauj te dzied\u0101t. \u201cKas ne\u013cauj?\u201d ministrs br\u012bn\u0101s. \u201cLai ta\u010du vi\u0146a dzied, ja publikai pat\u012bk.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ar\u012b \u201cManu tautasdziesmu\u201d k\u0101du pusgadu ne\u013c\u0101va dzied\u0101t. V\u0113l\u0101k nezin k\u0101p\u0113c atkal at\u013c\u0101va. \u201cMana tautasdziesma\u201d jau faktiski pulc\u0113ja v\u0113l vair\u0101k publikas nek\u0101 Imanta Kalni\u0146a programmas. Kad bija Imanta Kalni\u0146a dziesmu simtais koncerts, es sa\u0146\u0113mu v\u0113stuli no t\u0101das skolot\u0101jas \u0160t\u0101las: \u201cL\u016bdzu, pam\u0113\u0123iniet dzied\u0101t tautasdziesmas. Es negalvoju, ka b\u016bs simts koncertu, bet, l\u016bdzu, pam\u0113\u0123iniet…\u201d. Kad es p\u0101rpild\u012bt\u0101 z\u0101l\u0113 dzied\u0101ju \u201cManas tautasdziesmas\u201d simts piecdesmito koncertu, es to v\u0113stuli nolas\u012bju.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNekas jau nav main\u012bjies,\u201d par savu jauno \u2013 orde\u0146a kavalieres statusu saka Austra. \u201cJ\u0101dz\u012bvo vien t\u0101l\u0101k. Grib\u0113tu s\u0101kt baud\u012bt peln\u012bt\u0101s vecumdienas… Kad man piezvan\u012bja un teica, ka pie\u0161\u0137irts Triju Zvaig\u017e\u0146u ordenis, es jaut\u0101ju: par ko? Man atbild\u0113ja: \u201cT\u0101p\u0113c, ka m\u0113s j\u016bs \u013coti m\u012blam.\u201d Vai tad par m\u012blest\u012bbu tagad orde\u0146us dod? \u201cTagad dod.\u201d Nu, ja t\u0101, tad es \u0146emu. Jo es ar\u012b visus m\u012blu.<\/p>\n
Es jau esmu teikusi, ka visiem latvie\u0161iem to ordeni vajadz\u0113tu pie\u0161\u0137irt,\u201d atg\u0101dina Austra. Un p\u0113c br\u012b\u017ea t\u0101 \u0161\u0137elm\u012bgi piebilst: \u201cBet visiem jau neizn\u0101k…\u201d<\/p>\n
Raksta autors:<\/strong> Sarm\u012bte Puj\u0113na Varb\u016bt, ka tie\u0161i t\u0101 ir t\u0101 \u012bst\u0101 dz\u012bve? Kad tu esi atsl\u0113dzies no visas pasaules, berz un t\u012bri, kr\u0101so un l\u012bm\u0113 tapetes? Tas bija smags darbs, kad p\u0113c p\u0101rcel\u0161an\u0101s uz divistabu dz\u012bvokli Ug\u0101les iel\u0101 es p\u0113rn nodarbojos tikai ar remontu. Pirms tam te izskat\u012bj\u0101s diezgan briesm\u012bgi, un remonts nav pabeigts v\u0113l tagad. Dro\u0161i vien tik […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"inline_featured_image":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-210","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-publikacijas"],"acf":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/austrasistaba.lv\/austra-pumpure\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/210","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/austrasistaba.lv\/austra-pumpure\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/austrasistaba.lv\/austra-pumpure\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/austrasistaba.lv\/austra-pumpure\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/austrasistaba.lv\/austra-pumpure\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=210"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/austrasistaba.lv\/austra-pumpure\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/210\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":211,"href":"https:\/\/austrasistaba.lv\/austra-pumpure\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/210\/revisions\/211"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/austrasistaba.lv\/austra-pumpure\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=210"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/austrasistaba.lv\/austra-pumpure\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=210"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/austrasistaba.lv\/austra-pumpure\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=210"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
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\nDatums:<\/strong> 1998. gada 25. novembris<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"