{"id":195,"date":"2019-04-09T10:36:18","date_gmt":"2019-04-09T10:36:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/austrasistaba.lv\/austra-pumpure\/?p=195"},"modified":"2019-04-09T10:36:18","modified_gmt":"2019-04-09T10:36:18","slug":"atstaj-laivu-ligojot-1989","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/austrasistaba.lv\/austra-pumpure\/publikacijas\/atstaj-laivu-ligojot-1989\/","title":{"rendered":"Atst\u0101j laivu l\u012bgojot (1989)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Pag\u0101ju\u0161\u0101 gada augusta vid\u016b s\u0113d\u0113ju klabekl\u012bg\u0101 elektrisk\u0101 vilciena vagon\u0101. Tas bija piepils\u0113tas vilciens, kas brauca cauri Sopotai un Gdi\u0146ai uz Gda\u0146sku. Iek\u0101pu maz\u0101 stacij\u0101, kura saucas Rumia. Ne jau es viena. Bij\u0101m divat\u0101 \u2013 es un P\u012b\u010ds. Rumi\u0101 dz\u012bvo P\u012b\u010ds, bet es pie vi\u0146a ciemojos.<\/p>\n<p>Bij\u0101m aps\u0113du\u0161ies klabekl\u012bgaj\u0101 vagon\u0101 pie loga, viens otram pret\u012b. P\u012b\u010ds bija man jau par\u0101d\u012bjis, kur\u0101 viet\u0101 klajum\u0101 starp daudzst\u0101vu blokm\u0101j\u0101m pac\u0113lusies ku\u0123im l\u012bdz\u012bg\u0101 milzu trib\u012bne, no kuras Romas p\u0101vests uzrun\u0101jis savus tautie\u0161us po\u013cus, un kur\u0101 viet\u0101 1970. gad\u0101 milicija \u0161\u0101vusi uz Gdi\u0146as ku\u0123u b\u016bv\u0113t\u0101jiem. Tad mans draugs p\u0113k\u0161\u0146i sac\u012bja: \u201cJa mums septi\u0146desmit sestaj\u0101 gad\u0101 k\u0101ds b\u016btu teicis, ka m\u0113s abi kop\u0101 brauksim vilcien\u0101 uz Gda\u0146sku? M\u0113s laikam b\u016btu sm\u0113ju\u0161ies!\u201d \u201cJ\u0101,\u201d es atbild\u0113ju. \u201cM\u0113s noteikti neb\u016btu tic\u0113ju\u0161i.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Tie\u0161i taj\u0101 mirkl\u012b atcer\u0113jos Austru Pumpuri.<br \/>\nSepti\u0146desmit sest\u0101 gada vasar\u0101 P\u012b\u010ds v\u0113l dz\u012bvoja R\u012bg\u0101. Es v\u0113l dz\u012bvoju Dobel\u0113. M\u0113s bij\u0101m iepazinu\u0161ies telev\u012bzijas konkurs\u0101 \u201cAicin\u0101m piedal\u012bties\u201d. Abi bij\u0101m savu skolu komandu kaptei\u0146i. Un \u0161ausm\u012bgi skaist\u0101 vasaras dien\u0101, ap J\u0101\u0146iem, taisni izlaiduma eks\u0101menu laik\u0101 telev\u012bzija m\u016bs visus iel\u016bdza uz konkursa nosl\u0113guma raid\u012bjumu. Tas laikam notika viesn\u012bcas \u201cT\u016brists\u201d z\u0101l\u0113; neko daudz jau neatceros. Galu gal\u0101 pag\u0101ju\u0161i 13 gadi. Atceros, ka R\u012bgas 49. vidusskolas komandas kapteinis P\u0113teris Gail\u012btis, kur\u0161 v\u0113l\u0101k k\u013cuva par manu draugu P\u012b\u010du, uzlika man galv\u0101 skaistu J\u0101\u0146u vainagu. Atceros, k\u0101 Vija Artmane deklam\u0113ja Fri\u010da B\u0101rdas dzejoli \u201cSve\u0161inieks\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>Visvair\u0101k par visu atceros, nekad, l\u012bdz pat m\u016b\u017ea galam neaizmirs\u012b\u0161u, k\u0101 no liel\u0101 viesn\u012bcas z\u0101les loga (varb\u016bt ar\u012b no telev\u012bzijas pro\u017eektoriem, bet lik\u0101s \u2013 no saules) n\u0101ca gaisma, un katrs gaismas stari\u0146\u0161 tiec\u0101s uz vienu un to pa\u0161u punktu, it k\u0101 tos pievilktu magn\u0113ts. Visi stari\u0146i apgaismoja, apsp\u012bd\u0113ja, apmirdz\u0113ja Austru. Vi\u0146a s\u0113d\u0113ja pavisam net\u0101lu no manis. Es redz\u0113ju vi\u0146u mazliet s\u0101niski. Liekas, ar\u012b vi\u0146ai galv\u0101 bija margrieti\u0146u vainadzi\u0146\u0161. Acis Austrai bija aizv\u0113rtas. Vi\u0146a dzied\u0101ja Imanta Kalni\u0146a \u201cBetas dziesmi\u0146u\u201d. Es to dzird\u0113ju pirmo reizi. Es visp\u0101r Austru dzird\u0113ju pirmo reizi, lai gan vi\u0146a septi\u0146desmit sestaj\u0101 gad\u0101 jau bija labi paz\u012bstama un iem\u012b\u013cota. Austra dzied\u0101ja klusi\u0146\u0101m, it k\u0101 ne mums. Acis, es jau teicu, bija aizv\u0113rtas, vi\u0146a ar\u012b it k\u0101 neskat\u012bj\u0101s uz mums. \u201cV\u0113l tavi stari sl\u012bd&#8230;\u201d Man ie\u0161\u0101v\u0101s pr\u0101t\u0101 apm\u0113ram t\u0101da doma: \u201cAcis aizv\u0113rtas, visi stari\u0146i t\u0101s mekl\u0113 un grib taj\u0101s iesp\u012bd\u0113t&#8230;\u201d \u201cAiz t\u0101l\u0101 kalna saule sp\u012bd&#8230;\u201d Un t\u016bli\u0146 otrai nojausmai l\u012bdz\u012bga doma: \u201cVi\u0146a pati! Stari n\u0101k nevis uz vi\u0146u, bet no vi\u0146as!\u201d \u201cUn zeme l\u016bdz, lai saule nenoriet&#8230;\u201d Man tie\u0161\u0101m grib\u0113tos jums to izst\u0101st\u012bt t\u0101, k\u0101 tas bija, bet nekas neizn\u0101ks. Varb\u016bt j\u016bs mani saprotat bez skaidro\u0161anas, ja jums ir bijis t\u0101, ka nav nek\u0101das at\u0161\u0137ir\u012bbas starp balsi, kura dzied, gaismu, kura sp\u012bd, tevi, kas dzird un redz, un tavu dv\u0113seli, kura to j\u016bt. Varb\u016bt to var\u0113tu uzz\u012bm\u0113t. Vai par\u0101d\u012bt kino. Tas b\u016btu liels, gai\u0161s lauks. \u201cLai saule nenoriet, lai saule neaiziet&#8230;\u201d Es sajutu, ka man ir savs liktenis, kur\u0161 m\u012bt man\u012b. Liel\u0101, gai\u0161\u0101 lauka vid\u016b es st\u0101v\u0113ju uz ce\u013ca. \u201cAiz kalna t\u0101lum\u0101&#8230;\u201d Un, kad dziesma beidz\u0101s, bija t\u0101da saj\u016bta \u2013 k\u0101 tautasdziesm\u0101 teikts par saul\u012bti \u2013 \u201cr\u012bt\u0101 agri uzl\u0113kdama, atst\u0101j laivu l\u012bgojot\u201d. It k\u0101 es b\u016btu zelta laivi\u0146a, kas l\u012bgo paka\u013c uzleco\u0161ajai saulei. Paka\u013c Austrai.<\/p>\n<p>Katru reizi, kad atceros to septi\u0146desmit sest\u0101 gada vasaras dienu, saj\u016btu sev\u012b iel\u012bgojamies \u0161o Austras atst\u0101to zelta laivi\u0146u.<\/p>\n<p>Pag\u0101ju\u0161i tr\u012bspadsmit gadi. Pag\u0101ju\u0161aj\u0101 gad\u0101, kad Austra ierad\u0101s R\u012bg\u0101, lai le\u013c\u013cu te\u0101tr\u012b dzied\u0101tu R\u012bgas b\u0113rniem savu programmu \u201cM\u012b\u013cdziesmi\u0146a\u201d, es aizg\u0101ju uz \u0161o koncertu un ieg\u0101ju te\u0101tra \u0123\u0113rbtuv\u0113 parun\u0101t ar Austru. \u201cM\u012b\u013cdziesmi\u0146\u0101\u201d piedal\u0101s ar\u012b \u201cAustras b\u0113rni\u201d \u2013 da\u017ei no tiem jaunie\u0161iem, kas m\u0113dz dzied\u0101t ar vi\u0146u kop\u0101. Un viens t\u0101ds \u201cAustras b\u0113rns\u201d bija ar\u012b kop\u0101 ar mani pie Austras run\u0101ties \u2013 Arnis Milti\u0146\u0161. Vi\u0146\u0161 \u201cM\u012b\u013cdziesmi\u0146u\u201d ir sacer\u0113jis. Tie\u0161i to dziesmi\u0146u, no kuras programma iemantojusi savu nosaukumu.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0101p\u0113c? K\u0101p\u0113c \u201cM\u012b\u013cdziesmi\u0146a\u201d \u0161oreiz ir it k\u0101 galven\u0101?<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAiz m\u012blest\u012bbas,\u201d atbild\u0113ja Austra. Aiz m\u012blest\u012bbas pret Arni, pret Viku, kur\u0161 uzrakst\u012bjis \u0161o dzejoli, pret Vika gr\u0101matu \u201cZem\u016bdens bara liel\u0101 diena\u201d&#8230; Ar\u012b \u0161\u012b gr\u0101mata ir uz skatuves, Austra r\u0101da un lasa to. Visp\u0101r viss, kas uz skatuves, ir Austras pa\u0161as iecer\u0113ts, un, k\u0101 vi\u0146a teica \u2013 dekoratoru ar m\u012blest\u012bbu uzb\u016bv\u0113ts. \u201cTe es visp\u0101r j\u016btu m\u012blest\u012bbu \u2013 s\u0101kot ar garderobi un beidzot ar administr\u0101ciju&#8230; Un \u012bpa\u0161i \u2013 gaismot\u0101jos, skatuves brig\u0101d\u0113&#8230; Bet, kas attiecas uz Arni, \u2013 m\u0113s abi dar\u0101m vienu darbu. Kur es aizbraucu, tur dzirdu \u2013 Arnis bijis, dzirdu labus v\u0101rdus.\u201d \u201cBet es jau esmu no tevis c\u0113lies,\u201d teica Arnis, un t\u0101 man ien\u0101ca pr\u0101t\u0101 pajaut\u0101t Austrai, k\u0101 rodas b\u0113rni.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMani b\u0113rni atn\u0101k,\u201d atbild\u0113ja Austra. Piem\u0113ram, atn\u0101k \u2013 k\u0101dreiz pat pret savu gribu \u2013 uz m\u016bsu koncertu. Teiksim, meitene m\u0101c\u0101s m\u016bzikas skol\u0101, un m\u0101te vi\u0146u ved visur, kur vien var. M\u0101te s\u0101k vest vi\u0146u ar\u012b uz m\u0113\u0123in\u0101jumiem, un meitene s\u0101k m\u0101c\u012bties dziesmas. Un pamaz\u0101m k\u013c\u016bst par m\u016bs\u0113jo. Citi atn\u0101k pa\u0161i. Citi atn\u0101k uzreiz. Arnis n\u0101ca uz katru koncertu pusotra gada, kam\u0113r \u2013 uzdro\u0161in\u0101j\u0101s.<\/p>\n<p>Tad Austra run\u0101ja par tiem vi\u013c\u0146iem, kas \u0161\u016bpo zelta laivu. Par to gaismu, kas laivu zelt\u012b. Es vi\u0146ai nest\u0101st\u012bju atmi\u0146as, ko tagad izst\u0101st\u012bju jums. Bet, to mirkli atcer\u0113dam\u0101s, sapratu katru Austras teikto v\u0101rdu un visu lietas b\u016bt\u012bbu. Jo biju to izjutusi iedarbojamies uz sevi.<\/p>\n<p>Austra st\u0101st\u012bja, ka vi\u0146ai galvenais, \u0161\u0137iet vienk\u0101r\u0161\u012bba, pieejam\u012bba. Dziesma, kas pieejama katram. Koncerts, kur\u0101 katrs dr\u012bkst dzied\u0101t l\u012bdzi. Un tam, kur\u0161 uz skatuves, j\u0101prot tikai \u2013 uztur\u0113t dv\u0113seli, atmosf\u0113ru z\u0101l\u0113. Austra to k\u0101dreiz m\u0101c\u012bj\u0101s no re\u017eisora Nikolaja M\u016brnieka Liep\u0101jas te\u0101tr\u012b. J\u0113ga tam visam ir \u2013 pal\u012bdz\u0113t cilv\u0113kam z\u0101l\u0113 uzdro\u0161in\u0101ties. Uzdro\u0161in\u0101ties atkl\u0101t to dv\u0113seles bag\u0101t\u012bbu, kas katram ir sev\u012b. Austras dzied\u0101\u0161ana nav tik daudz priek\u0161nesums, k\u0101 cen\u0161an\u0101s atrais\u012bt klaus\u012bt\u0101ju, rosin\u0101t uz l\u012bdzdzied\u0101\u0161anu, uz pa\u0161a darb\u012bbu. Uz sava ce\u013ca noskaidro\u0161anu haos\u0101. Ne jau tikai \u0161\u0101 koncerta laik\u0101. Visp\u0101r \u2013 dz\u012bv\u0113. Un ne jau tikai dziesm\u0101. Visp\u0101r \u2013 jebkur\u0101 dz\u012bves jom\u0101. \u201cM\u0101ksla ir likt cilv\u0113kam koncerta laik\u0101 dom\u0101t par sevi, nevis par mani\u201d \u2013 t\u0101 saka Austra.<\/p>\n<p>\u0160ogad Austrai par \u0161o m\u0101kslu ir pie\u0161\u0137irts Nopelniem bag\u0101t\u0101s kult\u016bras darbinieces goda nosaukums. Nojau\u0161u, ka vi\u0146ai no t\u0101 goda ne silts, ne auksts, man ar\u012b \u2013 un tom\u0113r apsveicu, tom\u0113r notikums, tom\u0113r pier\u0101d\u012bjums tam, ka vair\u0101ku paaud\u017eu sird\u012bs, l\u012bgo r\u012bt\u0101 agri atst\u0101t\u0101 zelta laivi\u0146a. Austras laivi\u0146a.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Raksta autors:<\/strong> Inese Zandere<br \/>\n<strong>Avots:<\/strong> \u201cPionieris\u201d<br \/>\n<strong>Datums:<\/strong> 1989. gada 24. febru\u0101ris<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Pag\u0101ju\u0161\u0101 gada augusta vid\u016b s\u0113d\u0113ju klabekl\u012bg\u0101 elektrisk\u0101 vilciena vagon\u0101. Tas bija piepils\u0113tas vilciens, kas brauca cauri Sopotai un Gdi\u0146ai uz Gda\u0146sku. Iek\u0101pu maz\u0101 stacij\u0101, kura saucas Rumia. Ne jau es viena. Bij\u0101m divat\u0101 \u2013 es un P\u012b\u010ds. Rumi\u0101 dz\u012bvo P\u012b\u010ds, bet es pie vi\u0146a ciemojos. Bij\u0101m aps\u0113du\u0161ies klabekl\u012bgaj\u0101 vagon\u0101 pie loga, viens otram pret\u012b. 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